Last day of 2012

yeaayyyy............

ramai kan yang tulis about their last day of 2012 on their blog...so here i am, gonna do the same..

im not going to review back all things that happened through all this year...i just dont wanna remember all that...eh!! kenapa pulak?? tanak! for me, taon ni yang paling teruk coz macam2 dugaan...ya aku tau itu hanya dugaan untuk aku but macam punishment gak for me...study main2, extend setahon kau...

im 25 years old and tomorrow im gonna be 26...Alhamdulillah aku dah harungi 2012...dapat ke aku tempuh 2013?? sempat ke aku rasa the last day of 2013 plak?...Hurmmm takot pulak bila pikir...

im trying to be a better person day by day and i need my family, friends, him, to support me...im glad that i dont have any enemy, not that i can think of and not that i know, but i hope none...huhu


so guys congrats for what happened to you guys through all this years   (if it was a g0od news) and dont feel so dissapointed when u don't have what u targeted in the earlier of the year (Excuse my grammar, im trying here)..lol

well i guess, till here then...have fun with your families and friends and your loved one..live happily..bak kata omputeh, live life to the fullest~~~

Upside Down

salam..

i cant wait to write about this upcoming movie that actually, the movie that im watching right now...even though its still not release in Malaysia yet until this 27 december but i managed to download it through loadzoom.com..bagus la loadz0om, banyak movie baru ley donlot kat situ...by the way, i just can show u the poster of this movie....i really2 love its idea on how we can handle when up there, in the sky was actually have another world called trans-world i think...its a beautiful movie...malaysian, u should watch it next week!! its a love story about two person in  two different world that love each other..tapi agak pening sikit citer ni...maybe sebab terbalik..lol

i love this movie like i love these two movies..

k lah nak sambung tgk upside down and nak tengok the new movie by tim burton!!

 

babay~~~

eh...lain lak bunyinye...(kalo sebut bay cam kau sebut danga bay)

babai... 

nak cantik sangat kononnye~~~

salam...

the thing is, bila kita selalu sangat stalk pompuan2 cantik..pompuan2 "somebody" bak kata cik pipah n cik anis kita, we think that.......

they are too perfect!!!
they are so beautiful!!
OMG!! they have everything!!
i wish that i was her!!!
aiishhhh why am i so ugly!! not so 'trendy' like em!
they have perfect body!! perfect l0oks!! perfect everything!!


but girls, we don't even know what they'd been through all of their life...

just believe in yourself and look back everything that u yourself owns!!
think who u are!! whats YOU're gonna be...where are u in the next 25, 45, 65 years!!

stop messing up ur mind with their "perfect" things that u wish u had...

cermin muka sendiri..(bukan untuk merendahkan diri) but love yourself first!!!

ok zack, what are these all about?? are u talking about u? are you saying things that meant for you??

YEEESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im the one that think they're PERFECT!!!


that's why i finished  one bottle of this

 for one month!!  one capsule a day...drank more than 3 liters plain water everyday!! no caffeine, no tea...just this thing...err and of course, nasi lemak, gulai tempoyak, gulai lemak cili api, kfc, McD, pizza buatan makcik sendiri yang penuh cheese, ayam masak merah mak, sambal ikan bilis lodeh pahang abah...woooo....takleh tinggal tu der....

sebab tu gua makan, turun 1 kilo je der....abis rm70 gua seyhhh...apsal gua lak ni...

so!!,

eh..tapi, bukan aku nak agungkan si acai berry ni k...memang tak la kan coz baru tahu from one of my friend yang dah makan 3 botol acai berry ni and dah turun 8 kilo der, wa cakap lu....but skang ngah sakit and after medical checkout dia nyaris kena barah rahim...hurmm....nampak tak? nampak tak bahayanye produk2 cenggini..

upenye produk ni dah berabad lama di banned dari negara lain including indonesia and USA...cer korang checkout this link and read it out pada housemate2 yang berlebihan berat badan dan ingin menjadi gadis2 cantik seperti gadis2 "somebody" itu...wakaka...termasuk aku yang dah sedar ni..

im so lucky that hanya kurang 1 kilo je, kalo kurang 10 kilo, tak ke aku beli lagi 18 botol??..hoho..alhamdulillah setakat ni takde pape effect...memang patot dengar cakap achik aku dulu, beliau berkata "jika kamu wahai zila mahu memakan ubat diet, pilih yang boleh makan waktu period and waktu hamil"...coz acai berry ni memang banyak giler pantang larang!! i should've know this!!

ok..tu je la nak cakap...eh..tulis.....nah gambar...

 motif letak gambar ni? sebab nak bergaya bagai gadis2 'somebody' tu kononnye..

haha..k lah nak layan movie...

bye...xoxo D..publish...

eh??  lol

yeayeaaa....

salam...

here i am...at seremban...menanti detik2 21/12?? kiamat???

nooo......



28/12...detik penentuan....penentuan gapo? nanti next time lah cerita..

semalam bertolak dari temerloh jam 11 pagi...sampai 2 kereta anto koi ke bus stand temerloh...

abe juan, mak, makndak, makteh, and opah...huhu terharu beta...


mulanya memang nak suruh makndak je anta but takot makndak balik lewat dari urusan dia kat sekolah anak dia tu..so abe juan la dah planned nak antakan..but pagi tu rupanya makndak balik awal and kitorang pon tungu my buah hati datang jemput sekali and bertolak sama2 ke bus stand temerloh...

paling best bila my juan sampai, mak cakap, "ha ila naik ngan dia, mak naik ngan makndak..."

pastu opah pon ada cakap "kita tunggu je la 'abg' zila sampai"

adeh.. terharu bila dengar dorang cakap macam tu...mak pulak bitau semua sedara aku masa juan sakit..so bila aku balik jengka ari tu,,,1 umah tanye pe citer ngan juan....upenye mak dah bitau sume owang.....indahnye perasaan masa tu.....moga semuanya dipermudahkan...

hari ni plan nak ke genting tapi terpaksa cancel coz juan ada hal....

nampaknya next week la baru ley spend time again....nasib baik la dah jumpa semalam...mak bagi can koi makan ngan dia sementara tunggu bas kul 11....bak kata mak, "kamu makan la ngan dia dulu, mak nak gi jalan2 dulu kat temerloh ni, lagipon opah kata jangan kacau daun" lol...haha...tq opah!!! kikiki...


owhhhh.....cepatlah datang wahai 2013...cepatlah hujung tahun 2013....

Alhamdulillah..

tiap kali fon berbunyi ....berdebar2...finally tadi dapat mesej dari dia.....rasa nak menangis pon ada...tears of joy kononnye..rasa nak melompat2 sampai ujung atap...kuikui.. tapi duduk kat umah owang kan, kena la jaga adab sket...dapat gak dengar suara dia y memang serak tak larat tu..

but lega and bersyukur yang amat sangat, dia dah makin okay....



*kemaruk gak aku ngan dia ni...haiiii zila...zila....

cepatlah sihat!!

kenapa ni...semua serba tak kena...tengah buat kuih karipap tadi ley menangis lak..
mesti lagi masin karipap tu...*rahsia yang perlu disimpan ni

tadi call dia, mak dia angkat...nak je aku suruh mak dia bagi fon tu kat dia...tak kesah la tak larat cakap ke ape..aku nak dengar gak sore dia! tapi aku tak mampu....aku tanya soalan yang aku dah tau..

"dia tak kuar hospital lagi eh makcik"

"dia demam eh makcik"

"dia tak ok lagi ke makcik"

argghhhh seksa jiwa raga aku....tolonglah sihat cepat b...kata nak jumpa next week!..

ahad ni kalau dia still tak kuar dari wad hospital jerantut tu, aku nak ajak ucu gi tengok and lawat dia..ari ni tak boley....esok kena gi seremban...lusa gi shah alam....sabtu gi KL...busy...sangat2 busy...tak boleh nak adjust masa dah...aku tau dia pon taknak aku abaikan pasal study aku tu hanya untuk lawat dia...

kalo ikot plan awal, nak jumpa minggu ni, tapi dia kata better aku settlekan lesen dulu...masalahnye lepas dah settle lesan ari isnin, petang tu plak dia masuk sepital....cam dia tau je memang tak dapat minggu ni..

tapi aku harap dia takde la sampai ari ahad ni pon tak ok lagi...kalau dulu, ex aku selalu putus contact ngan aku bila dia off fon tiap kali gadoh....aku jadi camni gak...tak keruan...tapi dia tak penah sekali pon wat camtu...jadi tiap masa kitorang contact sejak 7/7/2011...tak pernah pon lost contact even sekali!

maybe thats why aku jadi camni...rasa lemah sebab tak dapat tau khabar berita..hanya berita y sama..aku risau..risau sangat2..tolonglah sembuh cepat b...

kelakar gak bila terpikir bukan2 lak masa ni..contohnye..

"camne kalo dia terjatoh ati ngan nurse y jaga dia?"

"camne kalo time aku gi lawat dia nanti, dia tanye, 'siapa awak' cam dalam movie 'aku terima nikahnya' tu.."

"camne kalo dia tetiber dah takde perasaan kat aku"

hurmm....mengarut...pikir la lagi mengarut2 zack oiii....