Dear Future me..

Dear future me,

how are you?

 im 25 right now..

well i guess if you're future me, you must be 35 right? or 45? or maybe 55? LOL..no offense..

 if you're 85, Alhamdulillah....you still have a chance to live in this adventurous-fantastic-challenging world...well i guess in your time now, it must be more challenging or should i say, more messed up? pffft...

lets assume that you're 45...wait...you're not? okay2....just imagine that you're 45, LOL....i hope you already have a couple of kids and have a job that you really love...

i just want to remind you about the person that you really love for now at 12.56 pm 15/3/2012.. you've been together with him about..8 months!!...is he the one that you married right now??.....i hope you will not forget about him...ever!  you wanted him to be your lifemate...and i hope he really is....how many time did i wrote the word "now"?? pffftt again...



if they already invented a time machine, can i ask you a favor, would you come to me right now, or at least give me a sign who is your husband right now? is he the one that i love right now? i meant, when you're still 25..like me...LOL..yeah of course you're ME...u knew i meant him right...That juan pablo montoya?? yeahh now you remember...but do you remember about last night, when you said something that you shouldn't say to him?..how could you ask him to find another girl you stupid #$%#%!! you hurt his feeling...you should be proud of yourself coz he still love you no matter what...

he doesn't care about your KG!! he doesn't care about your acne scar all over your face!! he doesn't care about you not trying to lose your weight!!  he doesn't care about your obsess to UNO game with your housemates untill you feel lazy to call him (which your tradition every night to call him before he sleep)...he doesn't care of all that...if those matter really important to him, he wouldn't choose you in a first place...he wouldn't say that he love you...now help me a favor, would you use that time machine to come back to last night, and tell him that you love him? pleaseeeee....



well i think i gotta go now....i have an OS class  about an hour from NOW....(if you still remember)..

i'll wait for your reply....

wait...how im gonna send this letter? 

STUPID ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yours truthfully.

Zila villosa de amore la puarte

none important

m0od agak kurang baik!!
salah faham....dont know why, rasa nak marah owang je malam nie!
and tadi terlepas semua rasa geram and marah ni kat dia...
yup! i shouldn't do that to him ever!!! but sorry dear.....im so sorry.....
just imagine your gf called you and suddenly said everything that hurt you even though you are totally innocent!!

itulah namanye pompuan....emosi lebey~~~

new semester~~

olllaaa....

salam to everybody...

well its been a week since i started my new semester here...in UiTM..which is my last semester...i hope...

and everything goes well....so far.........10 days ago i posted something here about my favorite videos and stuff and now i just like to write anything in my mind...

we are different....its a fact...you and me....we are not the same...which leads to the word "we are different"...if u know what i meant...the fact that WE ARE DIFFERENT, means that we live in a different path....different life....different love story...different taste of food...different style...different everything...and i have my own destiny...maybe im not living in the way that i planned, but Allah planned everything for me..and for you too...

currently i sat for the HP exam..and i passed!! alhamdulillah...even though we are actually just have to memorize the questions and answers that already  given to us, but it's more than 100 questions guys! lots and lots to memorize...but i did..and for that, i am so "exuberant", full of spirits to do my best for my last semester here...i knew that i can...i just have to rub out my laziness!!! thats THE BIGGEST disease man....and unfortunately lead me to be THE BIGGEST LOSER!!...

tonight, i feel soooooo calm, i feel happy...tremendously happy ( hey whats up with your vocab lately? -believe me, im holding a dictionary while im writing)... im gonna go back to my hometown this friday, Thank god, i've no class on friday this whole semester...im gonna introduce him to my mom!! its a biggest step for me....i love him so much and i know that this is the time to let my mom meet the person that i love..but not more that i love her...of course...sometimes when i see my housemates who have a chance to go out with their lover every weekend or every possible time...every possible chance, i kept thinking to myself, when will be my turn? when will be my turn to go out every night or every weekend with my lifemate? by lifemate, i meant him...Mohd Azuan bin Sulaiman...you know, we're in long distance relationship..i told him about it last two nights and i just really2 happy with his answer which i better keep it to myself...its personal....lol...

to my friends who have some problem in getting understand what are their lover or future lover thinking about their relationship, no worries....just dont worry guys....if he meant to be with you, he will find a way to be with you...i just can be your listener...thats all that i can do...dont give up!


ok then...i think thats all i wanna write for now..i'll see u guys tomorrow maybe....by "see", i meant, if u guys read what i wrote...babye!!!!

we are young-Fun

hello!!!

March comes again!!!! 2012?? Amagad!!!

lagi 18 hari aku dah....adoiii.....25 tahon!!! biar betik..pisang takpe....

but Alhamdulillah!!! aku still bernafas lagi, merasa lagi nak berumur 25 tahon ni...harap2 boley sampai 52 tahon...152? tak mungkin.....

ok dah, post ni nak cakap pasal lagu yang ngah meletop2 skang!!..jika cinta itu mercun, akan ku pastikan letupannya tidak berhenti sehingga hujan *tetiber...

lagu ni aku dengar 14 kali kat FLY FM everyday! kalo tak silap kira la....kalo silap, mankin mungkin 28 kali...naik bosan pon ada namun ku dengar jua...sebab 1 je, apa2 lagu baru memang aku akan dengar puas2 and my passion is of course, MUSIC!! music ley influence life aku, mo0d aku, the way i walk, (dengar lagu amende ntah tajuknnye yang everyday im shufffelin tu, rasa nak shuffle je tengah2 jalan--walaupon x minat)...kalo dengar music cam kitaro tu, mesti slooooooowwww je....sekali bila music maxim kuar, tu paling best~~ so masa ni, buat masa sekarang ni la kan, aku obsess giler ngan lagu ni! meh usha...sedap sangat ke pon?


the official video~~




acoustic version!! there's something with his smile that make me obsess with him...Amaigad again!!!




there's also the Glee version t0o....not bad at all!!!!

p/s: "we are young, so take me home tonight" cam x seswai je ngan budaya kita...cam gi club, then mabuk pastu suruh some1 anta balik umah...lebih kurang tu la motif lagu ni...but just ignore that...dengar lagu n wat bodo...at least this song x clearly sebut "there's no religion dat can save me" cam dalam lagu "it will rain"  by bruno mars tu..k panjang plak penutupnye atenye...