just a quick post~

i am soooooooooooooooooo busy that now i only got a chance to make a quick post for my lovely, bloody but cuty blog...LOL

yela tu busy..padahal tadi ko sempat tengok movie sambil study kan...what the HECK..LOL

i'll tell u guys about the movies that i watched in STUDY WEEK in the upcoming post okeyh..

hey..we cant just force ourself to "sentiasa mengadap buku 24 jam" kan....kan.....

study smart....never study hard...ok?

so how? manage your time wisely..

wake up on 10 am (6.30 am for solat subuh, of course)

clean yourself, your face, your soul..lol..

so it will be untill 10.30 then start your study then, with a cup of coffee..make a french toast for your breakfast..(atau roti telur lam bahasa melayu..=P )

by noon, u have to stop at 1 pm...make your lunch, your solat zohor n rest awhile untill 2 pm or 2.30 pm..

continue your study untill 4.30 pm..dont forget your solat asar..

then by 5 pm....time for movies!!! watch some hilarious,comedy, romantic or any genre that u like the most..u dont have any movies? ask your friend...or ask me..LOL

then stop on 7.30, your solat maghrib!!! read Qoran..make dinner...

by 8.30 or 9 pm start your study after solat isyak..

finished your study on 4 am or 4.30..dont worry..u will wake up on 6.30 for your subuh n sleep back n wake up again on 10 am..well..u got an enough sleep..

thats all..

p/s its just a schedule..someone will think its a good idea n someone will say its bad..no matter..thats what i did..LOL..have a great study week n do your best for your parents...

GOOD LUCK!!!!

FYP!!

Ok aku banyak keje sebenarnya..
tapi ati nak menulis...
malas da nak tulis "beta"..

xde mood da..hoho...

pe yang bermain kat fikiran aku skang is about my FYP..
tadi before present FYP, i mean, proposal FYP je sebenarnyer...
hati aku dari awal da x sedap lepas dapat tau En. Azhar akan jadi examiner aku...
aku rasa aku masuk BM2 tadi dengan preparation yang very very very low...
aku sendiri x berapa paham ngan flow system yang aku akan buat coz x dapat nak buat interview pon...
aku patot tukar tajuk dari pertengahan sem lagi...

tapi sebab aku x tau nak tukar ngan topik aper, so aku teruskan ngan e-activity nie..
so lepas ni aku rasa kemungkinan besar, aku akan tukar tajok FYP..
masalahnyer, aku kena cari topik aper yang sebelum ni aku x cari betol2...

yup..sumer salah aku...aku memang tau banyak y aku salah....even before present pon aku tau pe yang dia akn pertikaikan..memg sangkaan aku betol...yang aku geram skang nie, aku x dapat tujuk y aku jauh better dari aku masa tengahari tadi..aku akan focus giler2 sem depan...

dalam BM2 tadi, the moment puan rosanita masuk. aku da nervous giler...lom lagi biler cik Azhar masuk n ask Och which is my classmate to present his proposal....dia pon kena basuh sket2 tapi at least dia paham gak ngan system dia..

En Azhar sangat2 strict...sangat2 berminat untuk explore everything about your system...your ERD, DFD, FLOWCHART,sumer dia korek abis....tapi bagus la camtu kn...dier memg care giler ngan system y student nak buat..at least student akan tau pe salah dorang...nasib la ader Dr KJ yang back up aku but my supervisor?? x datang...bz lg agaknyer...jumper pon 2 kali because of ke'busy'an dier...but because of aku share this system ngan my other classmate, beban kcewa tu kurang la sket coz dier ader...but awal sem ari tu aku terlampau takot xde topic so aku just grab je maner system y aku dapat tau diperlukn(y sebenarnyer perlu dipikirkan dalam2 lg)

aku memg bley buat lagi baik dari tadi but aku da tunjukkan kat dier n pn rosanita y diri aku sgt LOW tadi...maner la aku x kcewa...bukan kcewa ngan komen dia but
KECEWA NGAN DIRI SENDIRI!!!!!!!!!!

banyak keje yang menanti...sok ader presentation for database project n kena siapkan document...pastu ader test OS lak...n anta report ENT..nak kata group aku buat last minute pon, aku rasa sumer group lam class aku tu wat last minute gak...

kepala aku terbeban ngan sumer nie...ngan x cukup masanyer lagi...sabtu depan dah final OS...just imagine how busy i am..but i still have time to lepak2 kat blog nie..LOL...
bukan per...ni la gnanyer blog kan...lepaskan geram...housemate aku pon da penat agakyer dengar aku membebel pasal busy giler nie...

zali? of course la aku citer sket2 je kat dia...dier pon ader masalh dier sendiri so aku xnak bebankan dier ngan masalah aku....coz last2 aku gak yang kena settle sendiri. cuma rasanyer zali kena gi cek telinga dier coz ari2 terseksa dengar aku membebel...

mak abah? no...aku just call mak before present tadi n she said.."kan ila dah selalu buat"
she meant, aku da selalu present, so dier agak pelik naper aku nervous sgt...
well..its all because KURANG PREPARATION n X PAHAM PE AKU BUAT n X PANDAI TERANGKAN coz awal2 start dah kena basuh...


aiiiiissssssssshhhhhhh........

k thanx baca sampai abis...buang masa korang je..LOL

silent is golden

silent is golden...
definitely right...
maybe right now i just have to forget about everything...
focus on my life and never looks back..
i will not ever check out on her blog again...
i will stop wondering what she's going to write about me...
i'll just ignore everything...
coz i think thats the best thing to do now...

u know the feeling??
when people try to make u as their enemy so damn much...
even u ask her for forgiveness...
even its not even your fault but you ask her to forgive yourself..
what the heck...
yup!! i just can accept if she thinks that im stupid coz i think thats the best..
SILENT IS GOLDEN..right??

so thats what im going to do now...
dear blog, sorry for write lots of useless things here...
especially about her...
this is definitely the last post about HER..
FULLSTOP!!

aissshh

pe maksud "get the hell out of my life"


it means just jauhkan diri dari idop saya..kn?
hell tu cam replacement untuk tanda seru "!"..
means that this sentence really meant it...
bukan maksud suruh dia masuk hell atau mendoakan dia masuk hell kan??? aishhh..

MOOD = SEDEY

tadi kena kaw2 punya terok ngan examiner FYP...
abis present terus melimpah air mata aku...
dah x boley tahan da...
aku boley buat lagi baik dari tu...
aku tau tu...
tapi proposal tu pon pas aku terlantar 3 hari, aku settlekan...
dalam masa 1 hari je kot...
mana cukup..


memang rasa down giler...
rasa bangang n bodoh giler...
macam2 lam kepala aku nie...
sampai ada lak nak saman2 aku gi court..
dah la sumenyer pasal "lelaki"..
pompan2...

member2 aku pesan banyak kali "jangan layan"..
tapi pompan tu memang suka n memang nak bermusuh..
konon2 aku je la yang ugut dia..
kalau lah dari dulu lagi aku x reply mesej minah tu..
kalau la dari dulu aku x layan mesej dia yang cakap aku penakot coz xnak gi jumper ex aku tu untuk sama2 "ludah" kat muka laki tu(dia y ckp)..
kalau la aku x bangang sangat bitau naper aku clash ngan laki tu...
sumer ni x kan jadi...
dia yang push2 aku sampai aku geram sgt..

aku x pernah jumper manusia camtu...
dah la kepala serabot ngan FYP..
mungkin aku nangis tadi pon bercampur aduk ngan masalah tu..
dia dah berjaya serabotkan idop aku yang aku harap,
dia akan terima balasan dari yang Satu tu...


p/s:mak, abah, maafkan ila kalo ader pape jadi kat ila nanti..

ila x berdaya nak menghadapi perangai manusia yang baik rupa tapi sejahat2 manusia..harap dapat abiskan study nie, cepat2 cari kejer n tolong mak n abah..

Alhamdulillah...

itu je yang dapat beta cakap...
harap that girl betol2 dapat mulakan hidop baru dia ngan orang tersayang..
harap beta x kan bermusuh dengan sesiapa..
alangkah bagusnya kalau kita x bermusuh sesama sendiri...
alangkah bagusnya kalo dapat rapat sesama sendiri..
tapi manusia lain2...
ada yang lebih mahu bermusuh...

apa yang lepas dalam idop aku memang dah lepas...
semua kenangan manis n pahit bagi aku hanyalah pengalaman hidop..
aku bukan berkejar2 n berlumba2 untuk ceritakan kebahagiaan aku kepada orang lain...
"eh dia citer about her bf la kt blog dia"
"i pon nak citer gak r"
aku cukup2 bahagia sekarang n aku x perlu untuk cemburu ngan kebahagiaan orang lain..
should i? of course not...


hope sumer pembaca blog ni hidop bahagia ngan pasangan masing2...
teruskan idop anda cam biasa...
aku pon bukan manusia jahat sangat nak buat benda bodoh, mengugut n sebagainya...

ok apsal bahasa aku skema...hahaha..ntah..mood skema lak tetiber..

k dah ari ni turn masak beta...kena gi masak untuk kawan2....

daaa~

waktu2 stress!!!

yeah mari berehat sebentar before sambung study!!!

esok ader test datacom, lusa present proposal FYP!!!
aiseyman...giler berdebar...2 days after lusa which is on friday ader test OS yang ntah benda aku blaja ntah..aigooo...biasa la minggu kritikal before final, sume dok picit jerawat nak ilangkan stress...wakaka...ok kat muka aku da banyak tumbuh cam cendawan..sampai gi PK(pusat kesihatan. mintak ubat jerawat..pasni nak mintak ubat pecah lemak lak..haha~~

sangat2 busy..but nasib baik ader member n housemates yang amat membantu n also my beloved family n him!! yeah...him..pakcik zali yang x bosan bagi semangat kat aku...kehkeh..
ni sumer pas dia wakilkan his mom's friend untuk datang merisik ari tuh...but mak n abah x bagi bertunang lagi coz nak beta fokus study!! ok mak...ila paham!!! so pujukan si pakcik zali ni is "study rajin2, kejer stahon, make ur mom n dad proud, then we'll be together..insyaAllah"

okeyh thast my semangat untuk mengharungi hari2 bergelar mahasiswa nie...harap dapat graduate with flying colours~~ doakan beta k!!!


k nak sambung study~~

saper kenal tinie tempah??

haa...jawab2 solan tu...huhuhu...saper kenal?

meh beta bagi dengar lagu dia..



yang best pasal lagu nie time chorus jer n lirik dia..

[Eric Turner]
Oh written in the stars
A million miles away
A message to the main
Ooooh
Seasons come and go
But I will never change
And I’m on my way

[Tinie Tempah - Verse 1]
Lets go…
Yeah
You’re listening now
They say they aint heard nothing like this in a while
Thats why they play my song on so many different dials
Cause I got more hits than a disciplined child
When they see me everybody brrrrrap’s, brrrrrraps
Man I’m like a young gun fully black Barrack
I cried tear drops over the massive attack
I only make hits like I work with a racket and bat
Look at my jacket and hat
So damn berserk
So down to earth
I’m bringing gravity back
Adopted by the major I want my family back
People work hard just to get all their salary taxed
Look Im just a writer from the ghetto like Malory blackman
Where the hells all the sanity at, damn
I used to be the kid that no one cared about
Thats why you have to keep screaming til they hear you out

[Chorus]
Oh Written In The Stars
A Million Miles Away
Tinie Tempah Written In The Stars lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/tinie-tempah-written-in-the-stars-lyrics.html

A Message To The Main
Ooooh
Seasons Come And Go
But I Will Never Change
And I'm On My Way

[Tinie Tempah - Verse 2]
Yeah, I needed a change
When we ate we never took because we needed a change
I needed a break
For a sec I even gave up believing and praying
I even done the legal stuff and was leaded astray
Now money is the root to the evilist ways
But have you ever been so hungry that it keeps you awake
Mate, now my hunger would leave them amazed
Great, it feels like a long time coming, fam
Since the day I thought of that cunning plan
One day I had a dream I tried to chase it
But I wasn’t going nowhere, running man!
I knew that maybe someday I would understand
Trying to turn a tenner to a hundred grand
Everyones a kid that no-one cares about
You just have to keep screaming until they hear you out

[Chorus]
Oh Written In The Stars
A Million Miles Away
A Message To The Main
Ooooh
Seasons Come And Go
But I Will Never Change
And I'm On My Way

[Outro]

so saper kenal tinie tempah?? hits kot lagu nih..layan~~~~

uwaaaaaaaaaaaa...........
beta terlampau rindukan mak beta...
terlampau rindu family beta...
terlampau rindu umah...
terlampau rindu masakan mak....
sampai nak terasa ngan benda2 kecik pon...
mak beta janji nak datang jenguk beta hari nie...
last2 x dapat datang...
mak cakap beliau akan datang jenguk beta pastu gi jenguk adik beta kat jengka...
so biler mak cakap x dapat datang, beta assume la yang beliau x balik jengka gak..
tapi kantoi mak beta balik jengka bila pakcik beta bitau...
masa tu rasa terasa giler bangang coz mak gi jenguk kakngah...
beta pon try call mak, tanyer katner...mak tipu cakap kat pekan..which is before tu memag mak kat pekan...
beta terus letak fon n off fon n menangis giler2...
aiiiiisssshhhh terok tol perangai beta...
but tadi beta call mak balik, mintak maaf coz tadi x sempat mak nak terangkan hal sbenar..
well...beta cuma nakkan perhatian...
majok untuk cari perhatian....
mak...ila cuma terlampau rindu kat mak..kat abah n adik2...tu jer...mak tipu so that ila x terasa tapi bila mak kantoi, ila lagi terasa n kuang ajar ngan mak...:'(
xper....tadi da mintak ampun ngan mak..

dah zack, pasni jangan nak majok cam budak kecik da!!! kamu 24 years old ok...bukan 4 taon~~


p/s: moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan beta untuk 3 minggu lagi so that beta ley balik n spend time with mak...
majok ngan mak sendiri...